Question: What about dying and coming to peace?
A lot has been talked about people accepting and “coming to terms” with their approaching death. Even Elizabeth Kubler-Ross talked about acceptance as one of her stages of dying. I’m not so sure we “accept” that we are dying. I think we can understand that we are dying. I believe all of us know in the weeks before death that we are indeed dying. It is no secret but acceptance implies that it is okay and I do not believe we reach a place where it is okay for us to die. We understand it is going to happen but we don’t accept that it is okay and it is happening to us.
“Coming to peace” is another whole issue. Some of us find that peace, others do not. I think our belief system about life, death, hereafter, heaven and hell, and unfinished business all affect that arrival of peace. I also believe that as we withdraw, weeks before death actually comes and we are releasing our hold on the physical (and we are generally non responsive at this point), it appears peace has come.
It seems to me that on many levels during the months before death actually comes we are processing our life. The “what have I done?” and “who have I touched?” sort of internal searching. This is done on many different levels, conscious and unconscious. With that process may come an acceptance of a life well lived and a peace in that understanding.
Can we who are standing at the bedside see that peace, feel that peace? Maybe. If the person is restless and agitated (which is very much a normal part of the dying process) does it mean they are not at peace? Not necessarily. We need to remember that the labor of dying is generally harder on the watchers than it is on the person who is dying.
In the days to hours to minutes before death the job for us the watchers is to assess for physical pain, levels of fear (we will all be afraid to some degree) and unfinished business. It is time to say what we need to say from our hearts to the person leaving us, to give our permission to go (not that it is okay to leave us but that we understand it is going to happen), to touch and show our love. These actions can strongly affect the peace that is found in dying. Peace for the witnesses and peace for the dying person.
